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Father, husband and currently in-between jobs. Just relocated to Michigan from Nebraska and am on the hunt for work! These are my musings about life so far and what I've done.

Friday, November 2, 2007

Again

Here's a song I just wrote a few minutes ago. Enjoy:

I'll find the words to let you know
but inside there's something I can't show
I get lost in a world that no one sees
and no one knows it's even me
before you walk away
before you walk away

give me just a chance for
showing you anymore
this comes so hard again
(again)
so I'll lie to make it end
(I lie to make it end)
I really want you to see
another side of me
but this comes so hard again
I'm trapped inside my head
(again)

I fight with voices no one hears
and couldn't stand down because of fear
want to break away from this duplicity
but I'm fighting just to breathe
before you walk away
before you walk away

give me just a chance for
showing you anymore
this comes so hard again
(again)
so I'll lie to make it end
(I lie to make it end)
I really want you to see
another side of me
but this comes so hard again
I'm trapped inside my head
(again)

I really want there to be
just you and me
but I keep getting in the way
I keep getting in the way
so please

give me just a chance for
showing you anymore
this comes so hard again
(again)
maybe I'll make it to the end
(this time I'll make it end)
I really want you to see
another side of me
but this comes so hard again
(again)
this comes so hard again
(again)
again

~Curtis~

11 comments:

Johanna said...

wow, Curtis. this is really good! it sounds (err...it looks like it would sound) like a Skillet song. :)

Jessica said...

Curtis,
Did you know that you never cease to amaze me? This is wonderful!! I wish I could write like this! Good Job Curtis, keep it up. I like this well hidden serious side of you!
Your sister in Christ,
Jessica

Curtis said...

Thanks, y'all! Lol, I was a little bit in the dumps when I wrote this. I just wanted to vent a little, but it actually turned out nicely, so I posted it. (imagine that, a nice vent, lol) It's supposed to have a Crossfade sound to it, but you're right, I was listening Skillet as I was writing it all out. I have the music for it all written up in my head already. Whether it'll come out through my fingers on my guitar or not is another matter, lol. We'll see what happens to it.

Later y'alls!
~Curtis~

Unknown said...

Curtis it is amazing don't be modest lol. That is a good way to channel your anger. I usually talk my Moms ear off lol.
Jessica

Jessica said...

Oh weird I commented with a different account with out realizing and it said Jessy. Strange but ok.
Jessica

Anonymous said...

ahhh, the side of curtis that only comes out in melodies...

Anonymous said...

Yea,your song is very beautiful.
It seems alot like Quietdrive or Crossfade to me...^_^

Curtis said...

Thanks, Tori! I've actually started writing music for it. It's comin' along very nicely!

Anonymous said...

Sweet! I hope the writing goes well. But guese what?!!! mum let me get a blog profile!!!! so you can go in there and rumage around
if you like,but only when i have
more things posted lol =]

Jessica said...

Hey Curtis wrote another blog. Please check it out bro!!
Much love!
Your sister in Christ,
Jessica

Anonymous said...

Well said.